Of late, I’ve heard some creative rumors about my character and constitution. To some, I’m kind and enriching. To some, I’m mean and diminishing.
My take?
It might seem a contradiction when I state I treat everyone the same. I treat everyone the same in that I treat everyone accordingly.
Got it? This is important to understand as I move forward with my recovery journey and those necessary overt steps I am undertaking to regain the power I’ve let others hold over me.
When has it ever been a good idea for me to ask permission to do what I know in my heart is right?
I like the approach…
do I care what others say or think enough to change my behavior when they want something? usually not.
I only change my behavior for sex and/or money. Yes, I’m a rentboy.
Joke.